Maybe it's better to there be only light, hello
I don't have the energy to show things in my eyes
Inside the light it's warm, isn't it?
I can never enter it, no future

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Why? Without studying
I keep repeating the same stupid things
If I lose something I remember
I’m supposed to know it

Damn. It feels like I only let important things fall
The strength I pretended to show was wrong, I was desperate
Rather, I go to you while showing my tears
I'm jealous, everyone seems to be having fun
It seems like I’m the only one breaking down

Aah… Ordinary colors keep repeating themselves
“I don't know” I'll erase my laughter
I’m also afraid to go into the light
There isn't a future I can be proud and laugh

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See? Being made fun of
The really uncool me
Remembering it many times
Makes my chest start to hurt

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Damn. It feels like I only let important things fall

The strength I pretended to show was wrong, I was desperate

Rather, I go to you while showing my tears

I'm jealous, everyone seems to be having fun

It seems like I’m the only one breaking down

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Pretending to not know the feelings I hid
Find the real me
You probably already realized
That I am not myself

Because I always pretend to be strong, I understand being small
I surrender in the nights the tears fall for no reason 
Always the eyes full of suspicion towards me
I try to look cool to protect myself

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Damn. It feels like I only let important things fall

The strength I pretended to show was wrong, I was desperate

Rather, I go to you while showing my tears

I'm jealous, everyone seems to be having fun

It seems like I’m the only one breaking down

光があるだけましかなhello
目にもの見せる気力ないよ
光の中はね暖かいよね
いつまでも入れないよナイ未来

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なんで？学習もせず
バカな事繰り返して
失えば思い出して
僕はわかっているはずだね

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ちくしょう大事なことだけ抜け落ちた感情
見せかけの強がりじゃ間違い自分自棄さ
いっそ涙見せたままあなたの元へ
羨ましい楽しそう。。。みんな
僕だけ壊せそうもない

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あーあ また繰り返すありきたりカラー
「わからないよ」笑い声を消そう
光のある方に行くのも怖い
胸を張る・笑う・未来・ナイ

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ほらね？バカにされて
本当ダサいな自分が
何回も思い出して
胸が苦しくなるんだ

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ちくしょう大事なことだけ抜け落ちた感情
見せかけの強がりじゃ間違い自分自棄さ
いっそ涙見せたままあなたの元へ
羨ましい楽しそう。。。みんな
僕だけ壊せそうもない

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隠した気持ち知らんぷり
本当の僕を見つけてよ
もう多分気付いてる
自分が自分でないこと

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いつも強がってばかりでわかる小ささ
わけもなく涙出る夜身を任せ
ずっと自分に向かってる疑いの眼たち
カッコつけんのは自分を守る為。。。

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ちくしょう大事なことだけ抜け落ちた感情
見せかけの強がりじゃ間違い自分自棄さ
いっそ涙見せたままあなたの元へ
羨ましい楽しそう。。。みんな
僕だけ壊せそうもない

hikari ga aru dake mashika na hello
me ni mono miseru kiryoku nai yo
hikari no naka wa ne atatakai yo ne
itsumademo hairenai yo nai mirai

nande? gakushuu mo sezu
baka na koto kurikaeshite
ushinaeba omoidashite
boku wa wakatteru hazu da ne

chikushou daiji na koto dake nukeochita kanjou
misekake no tsuyogari ja machigai jibun jiki sa
isso namida miseta mama anata no moto he
urayamashi tanoshisou… minna
boku dake kowasesou mo nai

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aaa mata kurikaesu arikitari color
“wakaranai yo” waraigoe wo kesou
hikari no aru hou ni iku no mo kowai
mune wo haru, waru, mirai, nai

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hora ne? baka ni sarete
hontou dasai na jibun ga
nankai mo omoidashite
mune ga kurushiku narunda

chikushou daiji na koto dake nukeochita kanjou
misekake no tsuyogari ja machigai jibun jiki sa
isso namida miseta mama anata no moto he
urayamashi tanoshisou… minna
boku dake kowasesou mo nai

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kakushita kimochi shiran puri
hontou no boku wo mitsukete yo
mou tabun kidzuiteru
jibun ga jibun de nai koto

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itsumo tsuyogatte bakari de wakaru chiisasa
wake mo naku namida deru yoru mi wo makase
zutto jibun ni mukatteru utagai no metachi
kakko tsukenno wa jibun wo mamoru tame…

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chikushou daiji na koto dake nukeochita kanjou
misekake no tsuyogari ja machigai jibun jiki sa
isso namida miseta mama anata no moto he
urayamashi tanoshisou… minna
boku dake kowasesou mo nai