No one understands

I smile awkwardly

even though today too I had the disposition of talking

tears ended up falling ah…

 

(Can't say no…)

 

I was hurt by harmless words one by one

there're also days I take upon myself trivial discontents

around this time, when I dislike meeting people

even though it looks like I live with a composed face

 

my chest hurts, no one comprehends

inside my head, I want to make them understand

 

I'm always weirdly sensitive

hiding my feelings ah

without anyone realizing

I secretly close myself off

 

I want to expand my small world

I want to understand it with my body and soul

There's no point if no one notices you so

raise your voice

 

I was hurt several times by harmless words

There're also days I'm in low spirits, uneasy by myself

around this time, when I'm tired even though I'm getting along with others

even if it seems like I'm living with a cool face

On different pages, what isn't fitting?

Inside my head, I want to make them understand

 

Why am I weirdly sensitive?
Hiding my feelings ah

without anyone realizing

I secretly don't say anything

 

I want to expand my small world

I want to face it with all my feelings ah

There's no point if no one notices you so

raise your voice

 

They won't understand huh, they won't understand

even though I had the intention of clearing away the gloominess

I couldn't say my real thoughts

 

I'm always weirdly sensitive

hiding my feelings ah

without anyone realizing

I secretly close myself off

 

I want to expand my small world

I want to understand it with my body and soul

Because there's no point if no one notice you

step forward

 

And so tonight again I'm alone

without even a one centimeter destination

not caring about the time passing

I'm waiting

the days I'll eventually expose myself

わかってもらえないや　ぎこちなく笑って
今日こそ話す気だったのに
涙こぼれちゃった　あぁ...

​

(Can't say no...)

​

ちょっとした言葉で　僕はいちいち傷ついちゃって
些細な不満を　抱え込む日もある
顔を合わせるのが嫌になる　この頃

平気な顔で過ごしてるように見えるけど

​

胸が痛い　わかりあえない
頭ん中　わからせたい

​

いつも僕は　ヘンな気を利かせてさ
自分の気持ち　隠してんだ　あぁ
誰にも気づかれないままで
こっそりと　フタを閉める

​

ちっちゃい世界　広げたいよ
全身全霊ぶつかって確かめたいんだ Ah
誰にも気づかれないなら意味ないじゃん
声出して

​

ちょっとした言葉で　僕は何度も傷ついてんだ
ひとり不安で　ふさぎ込む日もある
人と合わせるのに　疲れてる　この頃
クールな顔で過ごしてるように見えてても

​

噛み合わない　何が合わない？
頭ん中　わからせたい

​

なぜか僕は　ヘンな気を利かせてさ
自分の気持ち　隠してんだ　あぁ
誰にも気づかれないままで
こっそりと　何も言わず

​

ちっちゃい世界　広げたいよ
精一杯の感情で向き合ってたいな　Ah
誰にも気づかれないなら意味ないじゃん
声出して

​

わかってもらえないや　わかってもらえないね
モヤモヤ晴らす気だったのに
本音言えなかった

​

いつも僕は　ヘンな気を利かせてさ
自分の気持ち　隠してんだ　あぁ
誰にも気づかれないままで
こっそりと　フタを閉める

​

ちっちゃい世界　広げたいよ
全身全霊ぶつかって確かめたいんだ Ah
誰にも気づかれないなら意味ないから
踏み出して

 

そして今夜も僕一人
センチの行き場はなく
時が過ぎるのを気にすることもなく
待ってるんだ
いつかさらけだす日々を

wakatte moraenai ya

gikochinaku waratte

kyou koso hanasu ki datta no ni

namida koborechatta aa…

 

(Can't say no…)

 

chotto shita kotoba de boku wa ichiichi kizutsuichatte

sasai na fuman wo kakaekomu hi mo aru

kao wo awaseru no ga iya ni naru kono koro

heiki na kao de sugoshiteru you ni mieru kedo

 

mune ga itai wakariaenai

atamannaka wakarasetai

 

itsumo boku wa hen na ki wo kikasetesa

jibun no kimochi kakushitenda aa

dare ni mo kidzukarenai mama de

kossori to futa wo shimeru

 

chicchai sekai hirogetai yo

zenshinzenrei butsukatte tashikametainda ah

dare ni mo kidzukarenai nara imi nai jan

koe dashite

 

chottoshita kotoba de boku wa nandomo kizutsuitenda

hitori fuan de fusagikomu hi mo aru

hito o awaseru no ni tsukareteru kono koro

cool na kao de sugoshiteru you ni mietetemo

 

kamiawanai nani ga awanai?

Atamannaka wakarasetai

 

naze ka boku wa hen na ki wo kikasetesa

jibun no kimochi kakushitenta aa

dare ni mo kidzukarenai mama de

kossori to nanimo iwazu

 

chicchai sekai hirogetai yo

seiippai no kanjou de mukiattetai na ah

dare ni mo kidzukarenai nara imi nai jan

koe dashite

 

wakattemoraenai ya wakattemoraenai ne

moyamoya harasu ki datta no ni

honne ienakatta

 

itsumo boku wa hen na ki wo kikasetesa

jibun no kimochi kakushitenda aa

dare ni mo kidzukarenai mama de

kossori to futa wo shimeru

 

chicchai sekai hirogetai yo

zenshinzenrei butsukatte tashikametainda ah

dare ni mo kidzukarenai nara imi nai kara

fumidashite

 

soshite konya mo boku hitori

senchi no ikiba wa naku

toki ga sugiru no wo ki ni suru koto mo naku

matterunda

itsuka sarakedasu hibi wo